June 2010
1 post
I’ve become one of those people on the subway who sings out loud and plays mad air drums. Fuck yes.
April 2010
4 posts
Realize this:
There are just as many ways to live as there are to die. They are parallel to each other, actually. Sitting in a room, in darkness and in silence, allows possibilities for both life and death.
What seems more satisfying? Being in a dark, silent room, and dying? Or being there, yet, “living”? There is a small difference between the two: If you just so happen to survive this...
Every relationship is fundamentally a power struggle, and the individual in...
– Chuck Klosterman, Sex, Drugs, and Cocoa Puffs: A Low Culture Manifesto
Muddy Soccer in the Rain
On 34th and Chestnut, around midnight or so.
My feet are in so much pain. I’m pretty sure I have glass in my right foot.
March 2010
5 posts
I'm Sure taking a tumblr survey while drunk is...
Don’t tell me lies, so is the last person you texted attractive? OH GOD, yes. You kissed someone last night, didn’t you? U hhrmm
What is your age? 18 :-| Do you have a dog? Only the most amazing dog ever, yes. My best friend, Cali. Do you find smoking unattractive? Heh not at all. Is there anything your last ex said that you still constantly think of? What is it? Hahahahahaha fuck it, seriously....
OH NO
DOES THIS BILL MEAN THAT A CHILD IN A RUN-DOWN CITY IN THE U.S. WHO HAS LEUKEMIA IS GOING TO TAKE MY TAX MONEY AND SURVIVE OFF IT OH GOD OH GOD WHAT A TERRIBLE THING THIS MUST BE CHANGED. THAT CHILD SHOULD BE DEAD BECAUSE THEY COME FROM A POOR FAMILY OH MY GOD OH MY GOD THIS SO ISN’T FAIR.
Kinda wanna punch mom in the face.
February 2010
6 posts
I hate Sundays.
I keep getting pissed at everything and everyone. I’m picking fights with people who don’t deserve to be bothered by me (or anything for that matter).
My heart is also breaking watching the US just…stand on the ice. Congrats though, Canada. Hard work pays off.
I’m sorry everyone. And I’m sorry, USA.
Yeahhhhh, but...
I shouldn’t. I really can’t. I KNOW that I can’t. I wouldn’t. I would NEVER. I won’t. I can’t.
But I will. I’ll kiss you.
It's at times like these
that I can tell you whatever I feel like telling you.
I’m not worried about words bouncing off your head because I know you hear me anyway.
You can throw wine in my face but you’ll still want to lick it off.
I’m so tired of your ranting and your love for leather boots. I’m so tired of your negativity towards yourself and others. I want to kick you when you say...
You’re so, so cute. Stay?
Stolen From Carla and Emac. Fanks, booz.
How many songs total: 2155 How many hours or days of music: 5.6 days
Sort By Song Title First Song: A Punk-Vampire Weekend
Last Song: 1901 (Memory Tapes Remix)-Phoenix
Sort By Time Shortest Song: Fuck “Dead or Canadian”, Let’s Play “Homeless Guy or Arthur Baker!”-Pink Skull (0:08) Longest Song: This Way Up Art Agency - VON D (39:27)
Sort By Album First Album:...
January 2010
3 posts
Reign or Shine
I’ve been getting that gross lonely feeling lately. It’s only when I’m around you that I feel secure.
I don’t like the feeling of people pushing me out of their lives. I realize now that it’s probably best. I feel like a lot of people are still trapped in high school suck at leaving it behind. I don’t think it’s wise to let go of your youth. In fact, I...
Let us toast to animal pleasures, to escapism, to rain on the roof and instant...
– Dr. Hunter S. Thomspon, Proud Highway; Saga of a Desperate SOuthern Gentleman, submitted by: bazmark (via quotewhore) (via ekmac)
You Don't Have to Put On the Red Light
Happy.
You make me happy. So shut up, and come on over.
December 2009
8 posts
Stolen From Emac. Fanks, boo.
Ten Favorite Places To Be:
1. Bluebond 2. My dorm 3. Anywhere with a close friend 4. Next door 5. In bed 6. Drexel, in general 7. WKDU 8. Rittenhouse (when it’s warmer) 9. Carla’s House 10. Erin’s car
Nine ‘Weird’ Things About You: 1. I watch TCM when I study. 2. A lot of times, I spell things the “British” way… Like flavour, or favourite. 3. I hate not wearing...
I'm Not In High School Anymore
This drama is stupid. Let it be. I thought we were adults.
Old Flames Die Hard
This hurts, seeing all of this. I’m so selfish.
I just feel so good right now.
The cloudy sky doesn’t bother me. I feel like I AM the clouds. So much of me. Just floating. I think that’s okay. I feel so okay.
This is okay. I am okay. You are okay. We are okay. That is okay. Okay is okay. It is okay to be unsure. It is okay to be unsure. IT IS PERFECTLY OKAY TO BE UNSURE.
I am unsure. I’m okay with that.
November 2009
21 posts
I’m not sure if I should go for it or not. With any of them. There are only two people I would consider “being with” right now.
I’ll do it.
1 tag
Tryptophan can suck it.
Sleepy as hell. I miss you, and you, and you, and you, and you. Not you though. Bleck. No more.
I’m so happy I can see these stars tonight.
– You. You. You.
I love beach volleyball at 2am. Cold ass sand. I threw my socks away.
I also love hallway soccer.
Leonid is for Lovers
Once you left, I came back to my room. Warm and with coffee in hand. I was alone, but not lonely. Finally. I heard a knock on my door, however. I didn’t want to be interrupted, but I answered anyway. (what kind of person would I be to deny an open door?)
I opened the door to find my neighbors Anne, Michelle, Laura, and Tyler standing in the door of the elevator, waving at me to come with...
5:35AM
The RISE,
The FALL,
The SALVATION
of the
Music
Industry.
The Music Industry is Dead. Bomb it. Blow it to pieces. Burn it to bits. Tear it to shreds. That’s what I’m gonna say in my paper. Just like that.
Today a little bird told me
That you’ve been fucking around more than you admitted. I don’t care (thankfully), I just wish I didn’t have to keep thinking less of you (just when I was starting to think more of you).
You’re hurting yourself more than you’re hurting me. My arms are always open for your breakdowns, but I’d be foolish to not whisper into your ear, “I told you...
Nothing cures such an ache quite like this. A shower, lying on the couch watching National Treasure, hanging out with neighbors. I’m not sure if I miss Merion just yet… Some things were definitely easier back then, such as love and aspirations and getting dressed in the morning. But now there’s so much freedom. Freedom to love and aspire and…get dressed in the morning....
Songs That Saved My Life, Part Deux
Cheated Hearts - Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Born on the Cusp - American Analog Set
Endgame - Rogue Wave
Lightning Blue Eyes - The Secret Machines
Turandot, Act III, Nessum Dorma! - Luciano Pavarotti
Good Ol’ Fashion Nightmare - Matt & Kim
As Tall As Cliffs - Margot and The Nuclear So & So’s
Little Shadow - Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Nothing is Wrong - Gomez
White Winter Hymnal - Fleet...
Songs That Saved My Life (and I think they could...
Love’s Lost Guarantee - Rogue Wave
Moth’s Wings - Passion Pit
Hysteric - Yeah Yeah Yeahs
The News From Your Bed - Bishop Allen
Street Hassle - Lou Reed
At The Bottom of Everything - Bright Eyes
Hold On - Magnet
Ageless Beauty - Stars
Song for Golda - Herman Dune
Field Below - Regina Spektor
A Labor More Restful - Dirty Projectors
The Box - Eastern Conference Champions
After...
I know now what I have to do,
I just don’t think I’ll be able to do it. Slip away, slowly but surely.
Well,
It wasn’t that dumb… It was actually nice.
Drunk, what else is new.
Oh man tryna type as nicely as possible. Too legit to quit. I had a much better day day day day day. I didn’t mean to hurt you but I was hurting too. I exaggerated a bit with what I said… there was more. I suck at the truth. I hate hurting. I hate hurting others. I’m being stupid tonight, and I’m sorry. I’m kinda convinced that I’m fucked up mentally. This...
October 2009
6 posts
Thank you ...
You're drifting like a fire
Buried deep beneath the water
You're pressing on your low low
Is stepping on my toes
Whose side are you on?
What side is this anyway?
Put down your sword and bow
Come lay with me on the ground
You competing like mud swings
Spastic and bodily
Whipping me into a storm
Shaking me down to the floor
But you run away from me
And you left me shimmering
Like diamond wedding...